最怕空氣突然安靜
最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶 突然翻滾絞痛著不平息
最怕突然 聽到你的消息

想念如果會有聲音
不願那是悲傷的哭泣
事到如今 終於讓自己屬於我自己
只剩眼淚 還騙不過自己

突然好想你
你會在哪裡
過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你
突然鋒利的回憶
突然模糊的眼睛

this song came out at a time that was way too apt. i think this is e song that best represents everything now. thinking about that one year. there were so many happy simple moments. everything was with a fresh enthusiasm. a shy awkwardness i found so endearing. and yet looking back on it now. i can see how fragile it was. so fragile. we didn't know it consciously, but subconsciously we always skirted around anything that would possibly shatter our world. until i smashed it all. i gave up. it felt like it was going nowhere. and yet i was the one comforted. i was the one heartbroken. maybe it was the same on the other side... but i wouldn't know would i. how many words have passed since then. i really think i can count. and it hurts, fuck it hurts. and i wish for so many things.. wished that i had never picked up the call that night. wished i had not gone out drinking. but all the wishing in the world seems ineffective in front of the vast distance that now lies between us.

so all i can do now. is speak of you with a bittersweet tone. think you sometimes. when i see stuffed monkeys or beaches. hear how your life's going through mutual friends. and wish you the best.

: 五月天 :: 突然好想你 :